its u again... wat on earth is happening?? again and again and again... tis is the third time u appear in my blog... when u approach to me, wow!! i was so happy tat u take the first step to chat with me , but it ended up the other way.. "wats happening between us?" well, i stunted for a while not knowing wats happening... until u told me tat someone told u tat i think tat u changed.. well, if so, i'll tell u, but wat i told tat particular friend is about the tiny winy minute thing tat happen.. it doesn't bother me and it won't affect u. again and again i told u tat its all miss un, but why mz u ask me to tell u wats happening?? u wanted to noe wats happening?? oh yea! sure, no probs..its jz like telling bed time story, but wat about wat i ask u to tell me?? why can't u jz let me noe who the "hack" is tat. Betraying?? or should i say not holding on to ur promise sounds like betraying a friend... U are the one who said tat u'll always understand ur friend.. u wroted"sorry for everything...this i wat u wanna to listen?? u can angry me...but not my fren.." well, so are u tryin to say tat they can't be hurt but i can, well.. if tis is so, then ur NOTHING to me.. 3 years of friendship will end in such "funny" way.. is it worth?? ur always like tat.. and stop all those nonsense.. "i'm like tat.." cut it out!!.. ur always like tat?? huh??!! so as everyone... if everyone is always who they are, then who on earth will make the world better, AND why mz u ask for my answer if ur who u are?? no point telling u so much if ur who u are... fine.. u want to noe more about u?? wat i can say is tat ur "perfect.." in the sense tat ur great friend, but at times "who u are" makes u incomplete.. i'm not angry at u for not telling me who the one is, but i'm not happy with wat ur tryin to do.. is it so amazing to hurt urself and not to let others noe tat they've done something tat hurts us?? its not amazing at all, its call STUPID..!!!! don't think so?? well... nothing i can say bout it then.. friends are everything tat make us happy.. but friends are also everything tat make us sad.. like wat i've said b4.. "the more u love / like it, he more u'll hate it" is it tat i'm the one who hv the biggest problems?? why not u try to swap places with me and try to be a day of me... tell me wat u think of being me.. it doesn't feel great. got it??
why mz u be the one ho hurts me the most??? don't wait till the day when i started to hate u.. and don't feel like talkin to u only u try to settle down problem.. its too late... GOT WAT I MEANT??? AI YERR!!!!! SOMETIMES U REALLY SUCKS LA.... JZ DUNNO WHY...
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
its u again... hurting me so bad....
